Update

just under a month has gone by and as usual gotten lazy once again to do any more posting..

STarted uni about 3 weeks ago and my final year has been good . .. having an escort to every class on my first week was great thanks!! you know who you are!!...

but i've made friends with loads of people in my new class which is great new people, new class mates which isn't always a bad thing huh??... .

Went out to two chinese parties in the mean time aswell and also randommly out to syndicate because an old friend from ireland had came over to bristol which was fun as always ^^ lol.. .

BUT i feel like i havn't been doing any work at all so starting from today time to turn up the work machine and start getting loads more work done!!...

keep on gettin pissed off at silly things as well.. which doesn't help the situation with trying to think of work and balance the rest of my life out..

interesting weekend..

lack of posts the last few weeks is due to moving and lack on internet access? my phones got internet but ahh its just to slow and anyoing..

but moved into a new place? kind of anyway. . but i just seem to be away from home so much more since i've gotten to know my girlfriend more and more...

this weekend was my birthday and i had a great time went to eat in this nice itailan resturant with really greeen chairs.. and alot of my friends attended it so it was a brilliant time to catch up, started to miss my home and family more recently so i can't wait to go back home in another week or so and also grab some birthday presents of the parentals..

things that have been going on recently.. . hetic work life with deadlines and overtime going crazy even though i don't get paid for it?!!

but good expereince and stuff to write onto my cv as awlays ^^

back to brirthday stuffs got realli good gifts from all my friends and family thanks to them all for being so thoughtful!! turned 21 now. . .starting to feel semi adult . ..

i'll try to keep posting more regularly as always but hope alls well and this diary thing is relaly hard to keep up with..

ohh yeah Have i said i've gotten a new phone? its soo cool its a HTC hero check it out if you wanna get a new phone and not jump onto the iphone band wagon hahaa

Should I Be Angry?

The people closest to you are the ones that can possibly hurt you the most right?. ..

I'm not sure if I should be angry with them for doing it? or for not telling me that it was happening?.. but I know how I feel when she had lied about it?... but at least I was told the truth rite?..

Things in life will fly by and I know it won't feel as bad as it does right now.. I just hope that this feeling doesn't come back again because I'm not sure if Im strong enough to keep on taking these, without ever having the feeling that the good times don't out weigh the bad?..

Update

I nearli wanted to give up on posting but i think i'll restart my blog again. ..

been away for about a month and now back at work and i guess i'll start posting up memories on my summer holiday. ..

spent just under a month in Hong Kong and Thailand and it was a great trip. ..

Hong Kong was a different to my first time there because i spent most of my time with my Girl friend and didn't really chill out with my friends that I had flown there with.. .

most of the time i just did the regular hong kokng things and went to different areas. . the main trip i'll talk about is 6/20 which was the 1st anniversary with my girl friend and i had brought her a flower and she took me to stanley which has a great market and a beautful beach. . alittle saltty but still nice. ..

One of the most random things that had happend was when we were huggin on the beach another random couple took photos of us?? really werid situation and they ended up sending the photos they took to my girlfriend as when we were leaving they stopped us and said that they had taken the photos and asked if we wanted them?... i'll post the photo up later on but it was a werid experience..

other days in hong kong me and her just spent alot more time getting to know each other and showing me in different areas of Hong Kong.. . getting shown around with a native is always the best you get a much better view on life there and see little "niche" areas of the city that most tourists wouldn't ever see.

alot of thigns happed in hong kong that made me feel both superly happy and also really pissed? waitin was one of them things soo maybe in my next post i'll talk about the things that made me both unhappi and happy? or i'll just move onto the Thailand trip that was sureal that i'm not sure if i should even post 100% of what had happended. . . because i've tired to erase some of the memories from my mind. . . but yeah interested in knowing???.. . one of the tag lines for the Thailand trip was "wats the worse that could happen". . haha.. .

changs Bday

Well havn't posted in awhile thought it was top up time!!.. .

onli things i can remember is recently doing ntohing alot. . . haha

helped me friend miin move into her new place which is soo nice i wish i could experience living somwhere like that some time in my life. . .

but yes today went to my friends Bday part in weston supermare and had a really relaxing and nice BBq by the beach and it was a great time to have fun and relax with my friends before everyone makes there own way after the final year of university. . feels like life won't ever be that great again? like the end of an era. . .

and been speaking to my girl friend on the internet alot as usual while shes in hong kong and stuff. . .and every time i get ready to talk to her i'm happi but its just when i start talking things just don't seem to make me happy?. . .

is it me ? is it her ? is the stuff were talking about? i'm just not really sure wats wrong . . . . . .

maybe not just an end of a era with my friends?.. i'm probly just over thinking the small things in life and shud focus on others. .

hopfully it'll sort itself out later on when i see her in hong kong? another 2 days left before i fly away. . . . how times flies. . i'll try to keep updated and stuff but not making any promises.s..

Update

Havn't had a new post in here in a lonnng time. . i can't even remember wat i have been doing with my days..

10 days until i go to hong kong!! is the main thing in my life at the moment and i also had a scare of losing my MP3 player just before my long journey there but thankfully i found the thing today !! YAY for me..



spent the last few days chilling out with my friends just doing random party things and relaxing around the place. ..



.. . . Went to my uni's drink the bar dry event where drinks are really cheap and we all jsut relaxed chatting and drinking, after that it was my friend Miins Birthday party so we all went out clubbing which was surprisingly fun and it was a C02 night so they were firing the stuff into the crowd and the music was puming which was fun and really freshing!! because it was soo warm at the party. . . My friend Essex also got completed wasted and was dancing like a mad man who's drink had got spiked or somthing. . .



the saturday (essex had ended up sleeping over at my place don't ask why) i remmeber speaking to my girl friend over skype which was really good becuase i had been missing her soo much i didn't know wat was wrong with me . . and we got a chance to catch up and talk about things after that we watching the most jumpy film ever called "Drag me to Hell" it was just one of the most random films i've seen in a long time but interesting enough becuase it was soo memorable? hahaa (not going to watch that again ever!)

Sunday went shopping into town around 12 and brought my friend wilson his #Bday gift which was a MJ top with 23 on it (the age he was turning) which was a nice coincedence. had dinner in TGI's for the Birthday boy and ended up going out for another drink with the guys for his birthday . . funnly Wilson got completly wasted and at one point in the night was crying as he didn't want to drink anymore but i had to leave early as today i have work!!

Today in the office... had a nice team meeting with the team and gettin really excited the trip to Hong Kong, today is the last working week for me so i'm completly relaxed and can't wait for Friday to come, later today nite have a BBQ with the same bunch of friends or go out to dinner in this chinese resturant in Bristol called "Mayflower" as i havn't seen my old course mates in such a long time as a catch up session where i mite be able to see the girl that i used to a thing with ..

I think thats a pretty good summary of what has been going on with my in the last few days . .. having this blog is really helping me to remember more things that I do. . .

Happy MOndya first weeking day in the week and the longest amount of time away from the weekend startin again >.< Grr...

lesson for this week.. always remember to look around ur car if u lost somthing because it may just be in there!!.. .

Two weeks long??

Took my gfriend to the coach station yesterday and now shes gone was alittle sad, but it didn't feel like shes gone. . gave her a nice big hug and then said bye to her. . after walking away from the coach i noticed that she'd been holding my wallet so i rushed back to pick it up silly me >.< ruined the nice byeness of the situation hahaha. . .

Afterwards met up with the guys playd a few games and chilling at there place and watched terminator. .. but the whole time iwas doing this stuff i was really missing her. .. tried to ring her later on before her flight and her phone was always busy and before she flew off she rang me just to say bye . . .

and i couldn't resist myself from asking her who she was on the phone to the whole time?.. . and she told me it was her friend the "bitch" lol.. . tell you more about her next time. .

and this guy called samuel?. . this guys name has been popping around alot lately. . and i'm trying to make myself not feel jealous but i dooo. .. who is he?? thats whats going through my mind. . am i just over thinking this little things that don't really matter? or should it worse?..


Ahhhhh so yeah back to yesterday ended up staying awake to 2 am last nite so i didn't get up for work today until 8.25. . . i'm soo bad. . feel like my motivation for this job is starting to dwindle. . mite be an effect of my Hong Kong trip being 6 working days away. .

Moving day .. .

Spent most of yesterday helping my friend move house as she was going back to hong kong later today which will be sad. . and fun.. sad because shes leaving. . and fun because more time with the dudes and also it means i'm going to hong kong soon aswell exciting!! only 7 working days left. .

after i had moved her stuff into my car i was wreaked becuase i'm weak and unfit .. two bags were more then enough to make me tired. . but then i met up with my friend Chris, who was helping another friend and she had packed like 4 bags full and a little table aswell!! looking at his face as he haulled down the luggage was so funny he looked soo tired. .. good thing my girl doesn't have much stuff? haha . .

ahh also recently been growing this werid rash thing on my bum >.< not good but i think its healing soo yeah better. . . rest of today should be interesting. . .got a team meeting for work at 1.30 not sure if i'm invited though haha. . and dropping the girls off at the coach station after work, meeting up with my friends for dinner who i havn't seen in ages. . ( i'm such a bad friend) and then cinema with my mate "ching" pronounced chang later on for some terminator fun. . Grrr manly..

Happi Wedensday!!.......

Weddings

Busy weekend yet again . .

Friday
left work and chilled with the 183 guys again playing games and just chilling. .
picked up my sister from luton airport which was interesting got semi lost at one point and drove around a round about like 3 times haha. . . but un-losted myself?.. so its cool but my phone also ran out of battieres atthe same time as this car journey so i was alittle worried if i couldn't find my sister. . .. STRESSS


Wedding
went to my cousins wedding in northampton and crashed at my cousin "Tri's" place . .. she was a great host literally giving us her house to use and stay in for the whole weekend. ..

the weather was great and the wedding was in a masion house called colston hall i think?...

i'll upload photos later maybe but it was great .. missed the actual ceramony becuase of some people choosing dresses ??. . . . but i stilll had a great time. . got to sepdn some time with my siter aswell which was great even though we ended up rushing to the airport only after finding out that the flight was delayed 2 hours >.<. . . .thats life rite??. .. haha been spending the last few days with sindy and the 183 guys so its just been relaxing all the time? can't wait for my summer trip to hong kong which my boss reminded me is only 8 working days away!!.. lesson for the weekend
always remember to charge phone when going somewhere far!!/ always remind girls to make sure they fit into wedding outfits GRrrr...

Champions League Final

Try to make this a quick post . . .

last nite watched the football game with a few buds and we ended up trying to stream the match over the internet and a failing attempt. . . for the whole first half of the game we heard the match but saw laggy videos it was soo funny and random because we all had money riding on the game. .

all of us were sure about a Manchester united win but they lost . . .shows how all of your lucks been going this year >.< . .

just spent most of yesterday with the lads and i ended up going over to help my "friend" revise for her last exam!!. .. gotta crack on with the work today so this is nice a short and sweet. . lesson learnt? ... betting on football isn't fun if you can't watch the match ~~

This weekend i'm going to my cousins weekend so i mite put up my first photos!!. . .

Bank Holiday Weekend

Ok. .. i'm Great at blogging i think just started and i've lasted like 2 posts before i didn't find the time. . .

Time to catch up with what I had done. . .

Thursday Night,
Went bowling with a bunch of mates because it was Bowling, Beer and burger for £5 which was a fun had about 12ish people playing and we had a game of British born against Internationals.
The British team wooped as we were mostly guys compared to the other team that was mainly girls apart from Wilson my German friend. . . (yes Henry is a women)..

After the game rushed off to the airport to catch my flight to dublin because i was going home to catch up with my parents before i set off to hong kong for the summer. .
One of the funnny not so good things that happend in Dublin was that my sister fell asleep!! i did get into dublin alittle slow but still she fell asleep and i ended up waiting outside of her apartment for a good 20ish mins before she woke up to let me in. . i wouldn't of minded too much but my phone was running out a credit and battery and i was just standing outside of her apartment >.< . . not going to do that again. . .

Friday
Spent the day around Dublin and ended up walking to the arcades and play''d some dance dance revolution. . (yes i know i'm cool) . . . but then I noticed!!.. there was a massive electronic casino inside of the amusements.. . a really random place..

alot of real roulettle tables with computers around the edges and a few tables that were playing electronic BlackJack that had shoes of real cards?.. didn't really get the second game so i had a go on the roulettle and i won a €10 and quickly ran away. .

after that little gamble went to meet up with my sister for lunch which was really nice and she treated me becuase of last nights incident!! sweet.. haha Took her back to work then i headed off to watch "i love you man" in the cinema which was a ok chick flick wouldn't watch it again becuase I would say that it had too many parts when it was trying too hard for a laugh??. . but overall interesting film. .

Friday Night,
My sister finished work and we went to see a gig in the Whelans with Dalrentos playing.. it was good for my first gig and i mite try finding there music around about at the end of the set the bass player ran into the crowd and i was like >thiss close< to him for alittle bit which was kinda fun .. didn't know who they were but my sister told me there getting quite big in Dublin. .

Thats enough for now haha gettting kinda long . . mite repost a shorter summary of what i did when i went to see my parents and also still gotta catch up with what i did yesterday. . . trying to keep a hold of my memorys is harder then first though .. . i'm thinking more summarys and less detail. . save this from becoming too long

Have a nice Tuesday!!

Memories. . .

Yesterday was revision time.. even though i don't study at the moment i've been helping my friend to revise 1st year modules that i had done over 3 years ago. .. how time flys. .

it reminded me of my first year in uni and how it felt to not know if what i was doing was right or not. .. but after helping her get through a few questions i could finally see the difference that university has made to my outlook on financial matters i really think i understand simple accounting techniques now.. .

After doing a few questions with her she really didn't know much about accounting and i later found out that she had missed alot of her classes in the second term GRrrrr.r......
(so this means shes not dumb but just lazy? if thats better or worse i'm not too sure.)

of course first year doesn't matter to your final grade . . . but I always imagined the girl i liked would be smarter and we'd have interesting converstaions about wider issues and not about a panda?.. but yeah theres nothing wrong with pandas and i do enjoy just relaxing and having nice light hearted talks.. and this is drawing me away from a disscussion i don't want to have yet haha. . . keep it light hearted and to the point for my own memorys sake. .

i hope you make the most of the date 520!! (only the chinese folk will get this)

First Post!!...

First message on my first blog. . . . I wanted to start this blog for awhile now just to keep track of my memories and whats going to happen in the next few years..

I feel like i've missed out/forgotten all of the things that i've experienced while being in uni for the past 2 years and I've got one year left and hopfully this will be a great way for me to keep track of everything that i do and also fun for me to write what i feel like talking about even if only one person ever reads it. .

Guess i'll just talk about what i'm doing rite now..

Currently still on my placement working at airbus as an accounting intern which has been a great experience and one i'll never forget (i hope not anyway haha), Should really be working rite now but this blog has been on my mind for a long time..

. . hmm not to sure how to start these posts going. . but i'll try to keep it a regular interval every morning while i'm at work and i can talk about what i did the last day ??? i'll try and put some photos and stuff on the next few posts to keep interesting and funner haha. .

soo thats all for now